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About Me Member Self-proclaimed Genius VampiricNocturne21/United States Recent Activity Deviant for 6 Years
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Doing It

Reevaluating...

Thu Oct 29, 2009, 10:56 AM
I've been doing a lot of thinking lately, mostly since I've been so damned caught up in things that it's about all I have time for. Been wondering if I should/shouldn't be involved in some things, or if I should even care anymore. I mean, I'm kind of a full time student with more on my plate than obligatory stuff that, in the end, amounts to a hill of beans. I've been taking a look at myself, at my life, and starting to wonder just what the hell am I doing? So much on my mind that a lot of things are hard to justify. I feel like I've lost sight of why some things are fun and got bogged down in just hating them for being there. I don't know myself anymore. Some of the thoughts and things going on feel like they belong to someone else. I feel distant from things, like I'm there, part of it...but I just don't care. I keep asking myself "What's the point? Why am I bothering?" I guess it's just me thinking too hard, but all the same, one has to wonder, you know? Some things've got to change, I guess, though I don't quite want them to.

Oh well...Guess it's just a thing right now. It'll pass, in time.

  • Mood: Tired

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  • Current Residence: This random place I live at...where else?
  • Interests: Writing, drawing, hangin out, sphereplay, goin to faires, and coming up with insane costume ideas
  • Favourite movie: Mystery Men (if you haven't seen it, you should! GO NOW)
  • Favourite band or musician: Voltaire
  • Favourite genre of music: Does Final Fantasy music count as a genre?
  • Favourite poet or writer: Edgar Allen Poe
  • Favourite style of art: Pretty stuff ^^
  • Operating System: My personal termanal in the world of non-existence
  • MP3 player of choice: Zen 30GB Black
  • Favourite game: Ah so many to choose...hmm...FINAL FANTASY VIII FOREVER!!
  • Favourite gaming platform: PS2. Go Sony, love ya babe.
  • Favourite cartoon character: Nightcrawler or Gambit..really can't choose.
  • Personal Quote: Make an entrance. Make a scene. Leave an impression.
  • Tools of the Trade: Pencil, paper, Prismas, my handmedown tablet, and my imagination...what a combo.

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:iconratty08:
thank you for the fav.! =D
:iconmewy:
*noms on Turkey* 8D

Love,
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:iconskinflute69:
Thanks for :+fav:ing Getting Down To Details!

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:iconpinksy456:
thx for the fav on ozai bites..hard. xD

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That is a totally AWESOME picture >D Ozai doesn't get half the love her jerk ass deserves.

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thanks very much for the 2 recent :+fav:es!

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